Hubby and I went to the mall today to buy The Beatles Rock Band game. It does rock!
Hubby thought that we could take advantage of one of the designated "Parent" parking spots. You know the ones designated for "parents with children"? Since I'm "with child" and waddling like a big goose with swollen ankles and sore feet, Hubby thought it only fair that we take this spot.
As I was heaving myself out of the passenger seat an older gentleman (I'm being nice -see!) is getting into his car, in the designated handicap spot beside me. I wonder why he is hesitating with his door, kind of swinging it opened and closed. Then he says in a slightly snarky voice "Where are your children?"
My hormones are in high gear lately. I could cry or yell without hesitation. He's lucky we just had a happy visit with the doctor (at which the little guy kicked while the doctor was checking his heart rate - so cute). I point to my belly and say "Right here!".
Hubby thought that was friendly enough and smiled at the guy. The older dude just grumble something incoherent at me and finally got in his car and went away. Boy did that piss me off.
I realize some people think I'm carrying small (the baby and me are growing well according to the doctor), but really the guy was just looking to give someone a hard time. Did I even turn around to check for his handicap permit? No (but Hubby did). Is this guy's life so boring or meaningless that he actually hesitates just driving to where ever the hell grumpy old men go after visiting the mall to give me a hard time? Is that why he visits the mall? To monitor the designated parking for fraudulent parents? I really do wish that some people would mind their own business.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
It’s Like Christmas!
I’m normally the type of person who can sleep through anything. So now being THIS pregnant and waking up every time I turn over or have to pee (which is often) is very frustrating for me.
As I’ve been told, and I try to remind myself, it will prepare me for waking up all hours of the night to feed the baby. Maybe I’m just argumentative, but at least with the baby here I will have a greater purpose for waking up. Right now, I turn or go to the bathroom, then I cannot fall back to sleep because I am excited/anxious about the baby’s arrival.
I was like this at Christmas time when I was younger (not much younger, mind you!). Christmas morning I would be up at 3 or 4am – wide awake. Lucky for me “Santa” would leave me a really cool pile of gifts to unwrap in my stocking, which was left just outside my bedroom door. Once I had that taken care of I could go back to sleep for another couple of hours.
I wouldn’t try to wake my brother up until about 7am. He wouldn’t get up. I’m still not sure if he really wasn’t that excited or he was just trying to drive his little sister crazy!
Anyway, pregnancy is like Christmas for me. I can’t wait to see my present. The big difference is that there really is no definite date. Unlike Christmas, Baby may not arrive on the designated date. Actually, he most likely won’t arrive on his designated due date. Was my big brother just preparing me for this test of patience?
As I’ve been told, and I try to remind myself, it will prepare me for waking up all hours of the night to feed the baby. Maybe I’m just argumentative, but at least with the baby here I will have a greater purpose for waking up. Right now, I turn or go to the bathroom, then I cannot fall back to sleep because I am excited/anxious about the baby’s arrival.
I was like this at Christmas time when I was younger (not much younger, mind you!). Christmas morning I would be up at 3 or 4am – wide awake. Lucky for me “Santa” would leave me a really cool pile of gifts to unwrap in my stocking, which was left just outside my bedroom door. Once I had that taken care of I could go back to sleep for another couple of hours.
I wouldn’t try to wake my brother up until about 7am. He wouldn’t get up. I’m still not sure if he really wasn’t that excited or he was just trying to drive his little sister crazy!
Anyway, pregnancy is like Christmas for me. I can’t wait to see my present. The big difference is that there really is no definite date. Unlike Christmas, Baby may not arrive on the designated date. Actually, he most likely won’t arrive on his designated due date. Was my big brother just preparing me for this test of patience?
Monday, September 07, 2009
33 Weeks picture
Amazing what a little make-up can do.
We've also been practicing dressing the baby. Here is our top model.
We've also been practicing dressing the baby. Here is our top model.
33 Weeks Pregnant – Keeping Busy
We’ve been busy this past weekend. Hubby painted the baby’s room. I realized I’m not so good at supervising, because I decided I had to do some paint touch ups. I know I’m bad. I’ve gotten the lectures already. :-)
We started to replace the flooring. With this I’m a little better at the supervising part. I do allow myself to measure. The rest is muscle-work, which I left up to Hubby.
We are getting pretty good at installing laminate. This is the fourth time we have worked with the material and have figured out a few tricks. The only thing really slowing us down is that we have to borrow most of the tools needed. We did finally splurge on our very own handsaw. That moved things along.
So now the baby’s room and hallway are pretty much complete. We just have a few patches to fill and ¼ round trim to replace. The fastest method for that is to use a nail gun – which we will have to borrow. That fact alone may slow down the completion quite a bit, but at least the bulk of the job is complete. Yippee for Hubby and all his hard work (and sore hands, knees and pinched skin).
Next weekend we plan to tackle our bedroom floor, which involves moving a lot of furniture. I also have my baby shower to attend. And Hubby has to work the same day. So hopefully we can get it all done on Saturday and then I can start concentrating on the next thing I want done. I’m not sure what that is yet, but I feel I should make it a solo project or else Hubby will want nothing more to do with me. :-p
I’m going to wear out Hubby soon. I am starting to bring him to work with me to show him the ropes so he can take over when I am too big and tired to work and while I am in recovering after having the baby.
I’ve been tiring so easy lately. Taking an afternoon nap just about every day. I don’t let myself feel guilty about it either. In several weeks, sleep will be a luxury and I know I will wish I took more advantage of napping.
(This weeks belly picture coming soon. Like when I take a picture of myself and don't look so tired - LOL)
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Baby Bum
I received this free diaper sample in the mail the other day. (I did tell you I like free stuff).
While it was still in the mailer package I was sure it was baby wipes or a booklet. It was surely too small to be a diaper. Guess I was wrong. I can’t believe his bum is really going to be that small.
Funny thing is, I don't remember signing up for this freebie. I must have gone crazy on one of my googling free stuff sprees.
While it was still in the mailer package I was sure it was baby wipes or a booklet. It was surely too small to be a diaper. Guess I was wrong. I can’t believe his bum is really going to be that small.
Funny thing is, I don't remember signing up for this freebie. I must have gone crazy on one of my googling free stuff sprees.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
32 weeks...
Prenatal classes finished yesterday. We should be ready now. At least as ready as possible. Still a few things to do around the house that I'm too pregnant to do. Hopefully they will get done without too much worrying on my part.
I keep trying to tell myself that some of these things are not that important. The baby will be fine without kittens painted on the walls. As long as he has clothes and diapers and some where to sleep and of course mommy and daddy, he will do just fine.
Just trying to relax as much as my personality will allow me for the next 8 weeks or so.
Hubby will be starting to work with mom and I this week. Hopefully this will help me to not be exhausted after cleaning two houses. And once he is set up there and I can no longer get down to clean a toilet I guess I am off to wait for the baby's arrival. I'm hoping to work as long as possible. I'm not a good waiter. I want things done yesterday. :)
Which leads me to wonder...will the baby be on time? How many "first born" babies are born right on their due date? How many are late? Early? I don't think I could handle a late baby. Heck I'm usually half an hour early to my dental appointments!
I keep trying to tell myself that some of these things are not that important. The baby will be fine without kittens painted on the walls. As long as he has clothes and diapers and some where to sleep and of course mommy and daddy, he will do just fine.
Just trying to relax as much as my personality will allow me for the next 8 weeks or so.
Hubby will be starting to work with mom and I this week. Hopefully this will help me to not be exhausted after cleaning two houses. And once he is set up there and I can no longer get down to clean a toilet I guess I am off to wait for the baby's arrival. I'm hoping to work as long as possible. I'm not a good waiter. I want things done yesterday. :)
Which leads me to wonder...will the baby be on time? How many "first born" babies are born right on their due date? How many are late? Early? I don't think I could handle a late baby. Heck I'm usually half an hour early to my dental appointments!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
My Father always Said “Nobody said life was going to be Fair!”
My response “ Well that’s not fair!”
This is the view from my kitchen window. I put up the suncatchers to distract me from what is really out there, but all the same my imagination will only take me so far.
This house has been in several stages of collapsing since I first met my hubby. Sadly, back in 2006 when I first saw it people were actually living in it. With a newborn baby. And rodents. And who knows what else. Paying rent for the privilege. The owner either doesn’t know that houses need maintenance or he doesn’t care.
Once it was vacated the yard maintenance became non-existent. I’m sure more than one person called the city about the grass growing so long they were losing their children in it. City workers came and cleaned it all up. I’m sure the owner was sent quite the hefty bill.
His solution:
Last year, his nephew had visited the neighbourhood informing us that they had planned to tear it down and rebuild two rental units further back in the yard. A group of what I assume were his friends and family showed up one day and began by removing the siding by hand. Without gloves or other safety equipment. Without a permit.
The city workers came once again to inform them that they needed a permit to dismantle the house.
Once again the house was abandoned.
The city was called again about the state of the yard. This time he hired his own people to cut it. They did a half-ass job and left. Before anyone could complain the city workers went on strike. Not before the For Sale sign went up. At first I was hopeful, but really, who is going to want it now in this state. The owner is likely asking way too much for what is only property with hefty baggage. How much would it cost just to tear down the house?
So, we are left looking at this misery every time we leave the house. Whenever service people or friends visit we hear comments about it. One service guy came over the other day and hit the nail on the head – “You’d have to pay ME to take that house!”
According to my limited research there isn’t much we can do about it except complain about the grass again. It must be terrible for our neighbourhood’s Feng shui. It’s depressing. And making matters even worse, it seems that people have now mistaken it for the new city dump. More and more junk is tossed into the back yard.
It’s not fair!
This is the view from my kitchen window. I put up the suncatchers to distract me from what is really out there, but all the same my imagination will only take me so far.
This house has been in several stages of collapsing since I first met my hubby. Sadly, back in 2006 when I first saw it people were actually living in it. With a newborn baby. And rodents. And who knows what else. Paying rent for the privilege. The owner either doesn’t know that houses need maintenance or he doesn’t care.
Once it was vacated the yard maintenance became non-existent. I’m sure more than one person called the city about the grass growing so long they were losing their children in it. City workers came and cleaned it all up. I’m sure the owner was sent quite the hefty bill.
His solution:
Last year, his nephew had visited the neighbourhood informing us that they had planned to tear it down and rebuild two rental units further back in the yard. A group of what I assume were his friends and family showed up one day and began by removing the siding by hand. Without gloves or other safety equipment. Without a permit.
The city workers came once again to inform them that they needed a permit to dismantle the house.
Once again the house was abandoned.
The city was called again about the state of the yard. This time he hired his own people to cut it. They did a half-ass job and left. Before anyone could complain the city workers went on strike. Not before the For Sale sign went up. At first I was hopeful, but really, who is going to want it now in this state. The owner is likely asking way too much for what is only property with hefty baggage. How much would it cost just to tear down the house?
So, we are left looking at this misery every time we leave the house. Whenever service people or friends visit we hear comments about it. One service guy came over the other day and hit the nail on the head – “You’d have to pay ME to take that house!”
According to my limited research there isn’t much we can do about it except complain about the grass again. It must be terrible for our neighbourhood’s Feng shui. It’s depressing. And making matters even worse, it seems that people have now mistaken it for the new city dump. More and more junk is tossed into the back yard.
It’s not fair!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
And yet another appointment
We saw the OB/GYN today for my regular monthly visit (which has turned into my regular every two week visit as of my next appointment).
I have not gained any weight. In fact I think I lost a pound. How is that possible? My belly is getting bigger, but I'm not gaining. Does this mean I can have that extra serving of chocolate ice cream? Or some large fries (no sharing with hubby this time)?
I was reassured by my doctor that considering my starting weight and early pregnancy weight gain we are doing fine. She measured my belly and baby is growing. She might send me for a scan next time just to be sure.
And though I would love another peek at my little man, I know I am going to be so sick and tired of appointments. Or rather waiting rooms!
I have not gained any weight. In fact I think I lost a pound. How is that possible? My belly is getting bigger, but I'm not gaining. Does this mean I can have that extra serving of chocolate ice cream? Or some large fries (no sharing with hubby this time)?
I was reassured by my doctor that considering my starting weight and early pregnancy weight gain we are doing fine. She measured my belly and baby is growing. She might send me for a scan next time just to be sure.
And though I would love another peek at my little man, I know I am going to be so sick and tired of appointments. Or rather waiting rooms!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
31 weeks pregnant
31 weeks pregnant
Originally uploaded by lovey_dovey9
Not much bigger than last week, but I suspect the next two months will bring more growth.
I am getting really excited. I can't wait to cuddle with my little guy.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Prenatal Class
We went to our first prenatal class today. We decided to take the daylong, two-session class because the other option was to go Wednesday nights at 8pm for 4 sessions. Well, the way I’ve been lately, by 8pm I’m ready to go to bed or in the very least curl up on the couch and zone out.
I was a bit apprehensive about class this week. It was just my social anxiety creeping up on me. I managed well. The teacher is likeable and easy going. The other couples in the class seem cool too.
We covered a lot in one day. Watched a couple of birthing videos, which I admit make me a bit squirmy in my seat. But I think when it comes down to it when I’m going through it I will be fine. It’s kind of like pulling a sliver from someone else’s finger grosses me out. However, if it’s my own sliver and finger – rip away.
I know childbirth shouldn’t be so easily compared to a sliver; I’m just trying to get across how my squeamishness (is that a real word?) works.
Hubby was quite interested and involved in a lot of the discussions, which I really appreciate. I know when we comes down to it I will be too busy concentrating on my own pain to really know what is happening or even what I should be doing. I’m confident he will be a good coach.
At the end of class we toured the birthing unit of the hospital. Sadly, they were too busy to show us any of the babies in the nursery. I feel a bit more relief now having more of an idea of what will happen and where.
We have another session next week in which we will be covering breastfeeding and formula feeding, bathing a newborn and other such topics, which sound a lot more enjoyable than labour and delivery.
I was a bit apprehensive about class this week. It was just my social anxiety creeping up on me. I managed well. The teacher is likeable and easy going. The other couples in the class seem cool too.
We covered a lot in one day. Watched a couple of birthing videos, which I admit make me a bit squirmy in my seat. But I think when it comes down to it when I’m going through it I will be fine. It’s kind of like pulling a sliver from someone else’s finger grosses me out. However, if it’s my own sliver and finger – rip away.
I know childbirth shouldn’t be so easily compared to a sliver; I’m just trying to get across how my squeamishness (is that a real word?) works.
Hubby was quite interested and involved in a lot of the discussions, which I really appreciate. I know when we comes down to it I will be too busy concentrating on my own pain to really know what is happening or even what I should be doing. I’m confident he will be a good coach.
At the end of class we toured the birthing unit of the hospital. Sadly, they were too busy to show us any of the babies in the nursery. I feel a bit more relief now having more of an idea of what will happen and where.
We have another session next week in which we will be covering breastfeeding and formula feeding, bathing a newborn and other such topics, which sound a lot more enjoyable than labour and delivery.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Maybe I Have Too Much Time On My Hands...
It has been bugging me for a little while that my blog's web address did not match my blog's name. Maybe I'm just too anal retentive. Maybe these pregnancy hormones have made me slightly crazy. Who knows?! LOL
So now I have changed it. Love Doodle Muffin...a little more original than Cat's Eyes, but still relating to cats. (Love Muffin and Doodle Muffin are one of my cat's various nicknames). Also the Cat part of Cat's Eyes referred to my initials. Since marrying and taking my hubby's name I no longer have the cool initials anymore. It was the hardest part of changing my name :(
So now I stare at the header of my blog realizing that my cool banner needs changing too. I think I'm just coming up with make work projects for myself. Things to keep me occupied for the next ten weeks!!
So now I have changed it. Love Doodle Muffin...a little more original than Cat's Eyes, but still relating to cats. (Love Muffin and Doodle Muffin are one of my cat's various nicknames). Also the Cat part of Cat's Eyes referred to my initials. Since marrying and taking my hubby's name I no longer have the cool initials anymore. It was the hardest part of changing my name :(
So now I stare at the header of my blog realizing that my cool banner needs changing too. I think I'm just coming up with make work projects for myself. Things to keep me occupied for the next ten weeks!!
Sunday, August 16, 2009
30 Weeks
Did I ever mention I love free stuff? I think my mom turned me onto free offers when I was a kid. She would collect the cereal box tops and send them in for what ever little gadget was on offer. Fun! Now that I am older I appreciate this even more. Getting mail that isn't a bill is always great news.
So when I first found out I was pregnant I searched out for websites with free information. Was I ever surprised when I had to sift through thousands of sites to settle on a few that were to my liking. In the process I found Nestle Baby...Not only did I find information, but a free offer for expectant moms. My package arrived a couple of days ago. I had almost forgotten about it.
This is the stuff I got :
Although I do plan on breast feeding I think it might be a good idea to have a back up plan. And I cannot resist free stuff :) Also, if I don't end up using the formula I will donate it to the food bank. It doesn't expire until over a year after my baby is due.
At 30 weeks pregnant the discomforts are really starting to kick in (so to speak). Trying to get comfortable and stay comfortable in bed is nearly impossible. When I do finally find a position I am forced to get up and visit the bathroom. The little guy's kicks and punches are stronger now. I feel like my whole being is vibrating from him sometimes.
My left foot is permanently swollen to different degrees during the day. I can no longer wear my sandals. The strap just won't go around my ankle. My right foot is fine. Maybe slightly swollen, but compared to the left it looks normal. Go figure!
Acid reflux and heartburn persist even with my continued use of TUMS.
With ten weeks (approx.) to go, will I miss being pregnant? I think I will. Knowing exactly where my little guy is. His reassure kicks and nudges telling me everything's alright. My protruding belly, which the site of seems to make people smile. (Luckily, no one has tried to touch it!) I think it looks cute and I'm enjoying it, even if it gives me that "plumber-look" in certain outfits.
My greatest frustration seems to be that I can't/shouldn't do certain things that my control-freak side needs to do.
These past few days we moved the computers from what will be the baby's room to the basement. Or rather Hubby moved them, I supervised and carried the light stuff. And just doing that was exhausting. It has taken me three days to sort everything out that I would have normally had done right away.
The crib will eventually go against this wall:
Thankfully it is almost done. Hubby did a wonderful job allowing me to boss him around (joke! Sort of...) and he moved the heavy stuff without help and only one bruised knee.
Working on the computer down here almost feels like we've gone back in time to when we first moved in together and lived in the basement. I am so glad we aren't confined to this area anymore. Its too dark for everyday living for me. However, I am glad that we are able to expand on our living space so that the baby can have his own space - even though I am sure he will remain within arms reach of mommy for the first little while.
So when I first found out I was pregnant I searched out for websites with free information. Was I ever surprised when I had to sift through thousands of sites to settle on a few that were to my liking. In the process I found Nestle Baby...Not only did I find information, but a free offer for expectant moms. My package arrived a couple of days ago. I had almost forgotten about it.
This is the stuff I got :
Although I do plan on breast feeding I think it might be a good idea to have a back up plan. And I cannot resist free stuff :) Also, if I don't end up using the formula I will donate it to the food bank. It doesn't expire until over a year after my baby is due.
At 30 weeks pregnant the discomforts are really starting to kick in (so to speak). Trying to get comfortable and stay comfortable in bed is nearly impossible. When I do finally find a position I am forced to get up and visit the bathroom. The little guy's kicks and punches are stronger now. I feel like my whole being is vibrating from him sometimes.
My left foot is permanently swollen to different degrees during the day. I can no longer wear my sandals. The strap just won't go around my ankle. My right foot is fine. Maybe slightly swollen, but compared to the left it looks normal. Go figure!
Acid reflux and heartburn persist even with my continued use of TUMS.
With ten weeks (approx.) to go, will I miss being pregnant? I think I will. Knowing exactly where my little guy is. His reassure kicks and nudges telling me everything's alright. My protruding belly, which the site of seems to make people smile. (Luckily, no one has tried to touch it!) I think it looks cute and I'm enjoying it, even if it gives me that "plumber-look" in certain outfits.
My greatest frustration seems to be that I can't/shouldn't do certain things that my control-freak side needs to do.
These past few days we moved the computers from what will be the baby's room to the basement. Or rather Hubby moved them, I supervised and carried the light stuff. And just doing that was exhausting. It has taken me three days to sort everything out that I would have normally had done right away.
The crib will eventually go against this wall:
Thankfully it is almost done. Hubby did a wonderful job allowing me to boss him around (joke! Sort of...) and he moved the heavy stuff without help and only one bruised knee.
Working on the computer down here almost feels like we've gone back in time to when we first moved in together and lived in the basement. I am so glad we aren't confined to this area anymore. Its too dark for everyday living for me. However, I am glad that we are able to expand on our living space so that the baby can have his own space - even though I am sure he will remain within arms reach of mommy for the first little while.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
In My Very Own Driveway
So I’ve been crying for no reason at all lately. Little things are setting me off. Work has been slow. And waiting for cable techs and eaves trough quotes has kept us kind of trapped at the house waiting. Not good for my mood. So I decided to go for a walk this morning to the library.
Our local library sucks. Guess I’m used to the huge central branch in Richmond Hill. Not this little one in Scarborough. So the movie selection sucked. I did borrow a pregnancy yoga DVD.
And I borrowed some books on blogging. Yes, even after these couple of years of my blogging efforts I still feel like a newbie. Hell! There’s always something new to learn.
So I start walking home and I can see the neighbours in my driveway (we share the driveway with one of the neighbours) and they look like they are waiting for me. I wonder what is up. We usually keep to ourselves not saying much more than hello! He did mow our lawn the other day, did hubby not thank him yet?
“How’s your day going?”
“Um, fine!”
“Guess you didn’t see this then?” He points to our cars. His windshield is smashed and my rear window is completely obliterated. My jaw just dropped.
“Oh my god! When did this happen? Did anyone see who did it?”
The neighbour said he discovered it at six this morning as he was preparing to go to work. None of the neighbours heard or saw anything. We all suspect it was kids probably with a baseball bat. The damage to the neighbours windshield seems to fit this theory. I can’t believe that I didn’t see it on my way out. Pregnancy brain or maybe I just wasn’t looking for it.
So I get in the house call for hubby and tell him what happened. I run to check my insurance policy for my coverage. Hubby and the neighbour discuss what they would like to do to the person who did this outside as I slowly breakdown inside the house.
Confused, I think that deductible is what the insurance company will cover before I have to pay out. Of course I find out I am wrong about that after talking to my insurance agent, wondering in my pregnancy hazed brain why they are so willing to let me go on my own and have it taken care of and they will reimburse me later – minus the deductible. Fuuuuuuuudge!
So I find a low quote, less than the deductible. Call back the insurance agent and leave a message telling them so. However, according to my mother-in-law, since I told the insurance company what happened my insurance will likely go up. Even though they were no help what so ever!!
In the words of hubby, “What the F*** do we pay for insurance for if they won’t even cover this? It’s not like WE are at fault.”
I did file a police report- my first ever. Surprisingly, they didn’t come in person. Everything was done on the phone. I was a bit disappointed. They asked if this has happened before. NO. Have there have been any incidence with the neighbours recently. NO. Sadly, because we have no suspects it is likely that the a—hole(s) that did this will not be caught.
I have my suspicions. And they make me sound like the crazy old cat lady I always thought I’d become. It’s kids that did it! Summer vacation is just too long. They’re bored already and trying to create some excitement for themselves.
I’ve heard talk that the city wants to impose a curfew for minors. Especially after this incident I am all for it. How about they also consider shorter school breaks? I believe that is what they do in some European countries - a quick two week summer holiday then back to school! (I’ll have to look that up).
I know the “it’s the kids” theory is just my suspicion, but really with no enemies and nothing stolen who else would do such a senseless act of destruction?
After taking the car to the shop to have the window replaced and helping hubby clean up the driveway. Then calling my therapist (my mom). The day had disappeared and all my energy was sapped. I am surprised I managed dinner.
I did shed a few tears of frustration, but I am trying not to stress too much about the whole thing. What’s done is done, right? Now only good things can happen!!! Damn it!! Good things!
Our local library sucks. Guess I’m used to the huge central branch in Richmond Hill. Not this little one in Scarborough. So the movie selection sucked. I did borrow a pregnancy yoga DVD.
And I borrowed some books on blogging. Yes, even after these couple of years of my blogging efforts I still feel like a newbie. Hell! There’s always something new to learn.
So I start walking home and I can see the neighbours in my driveway (we share the driveway with one of the neighbours) and they look like they are waiting for me. I wonder what is up. We usually keep to ourselves not saying much more than hello! He did mow our lawn the other day, did hubby not thank him yet?
“How’s your day going?”
“Um, fine!”
“Guess you didn’t see this then?” He points to our cars. His windshield is smashed and my rear window is completely obliterated. My jaw just dropped.
“Oh my god! When did this happen? Did anyone see who did it?”
The neighbour said he discovered it at six this morning as he was preparing to go to work. None of the neighbours heard or saw anything. We all suspect it was kids probably with a baseball bat. The damage to the neighbours windshield seems to fit this theory. I can’t believe that I didn’t see it on my way out. Pregnancy brain or maybe I just wasn’t looking for it.
So I get in the house call for hubby and tell him what happened. I run to check my insurance policy for my coverage. Hubby and the neighbour discuss what they would like to do to the person who did this outside as I slowly breakdown inside the house.
Confused, I think that deductible is what the insurance company will cover before I have to pay out. Of course I find out I am wrong about that after talking to my insurance agent, wondering in my pregnancy hazed brain why they are so willing to let me go on my own and have it taken care of and they will reimburse me later – minus the deductible. Fuuuuuuuudge!
So I find a low quote, less than the deductible. Call back the insurance agent and leave a message telling them so. However, according to my mother-in-law, since I told the insurance company what happened my insurance will likely go up. Even though they were no help what so ever!!
In the words of hubby, “What the F*** do we pay for insurance for if they won’t even cover this? It’s not like WE are at fault.”
I did file a police report- my first ever. Surprisingly, they didn’t come in person. Everything was done on the phone. I was a bit disappointed. They asked if this has happened before. NO. Have there have been any incidence with the neighbours recently. NO. Sadly, because we have no suspects it is likely that the a—hole(s) that did this will not be caught.
I have my suspicions. And they make me sound like the crazy old cat lady I always thought I’d become. It’s kids that did it! Summer vacation is just too long. They’re bored already and trying to create some excitement for themselves.
I’ve heard talk that the city wants to impose a curfew for minors. Especially after this incident I am all for it. How about they also consider shorter school breaks? I believe that is what they do in some European countries - a quick two week summer holiday then back to school! (I’ll have to look that up).
I know the “it’s the kids” theory is just my suspicion, but really with no enemies and nothing stolen who else would do such a senseless act of destruction?
After taking the car to the shop to have the window replaced and helping hubby clean up the driveway. Then calling my therapist (my mom). The day had disappeared and all my energy was sapped. I am surprised I managed dinner.
I did shed a few tears of frustration, but I am trying not to stress too much about the whole thing. What’s done is done, right? Now only good things can happen!!! Damn it!! Good things!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
29 Weeks – Oh my! We are so close!
I am feeling big now. Though thankfully people keep telling me I look small and good for 7 months pregnant. I just wish that good feeling would carry over to my comfort level. I just cannot find a comfortable position no matter how I sit or lie down.
The other night as I tried to fall to sleep I had to pee constantly. I would roll to one side, the little guy would start kicking my bladder then I would have to go pee. Like 3 times in one hour! Must have been his position.
I have been noticing more gray hairs, just the odd one here or there. A new one at least once every week or so. He’s not even born yet and already giving me grays!
My moods have been crazy. I’ve been getting upset for little stupid things. “Oh my god the house needs to be vacuumed again.” “Why are there dirty dishes in the sink?” “Why isn’t hubby paying attention to me?” “Why is hubby paying so much attention to me – its annoying!” - You know, stuff like that. Luckily, my hubby really loves me and tries hard to deal with me when I get like this. Sometimes he’s at a loss though. For my part I must remember that my hormones are everywhere and I must calm down and just enjoy the ride.
I went to the dentist yesterday for a “prenatal cleaning”. Pregnancy gingivitis is bad, but it feels good to have clean teeth. I really like the hygienist that takes care of me. We have a good time talking (when I don’t have a bunch of tools in my mouth). Especially now that I’m pregnant we can talk about babies.
At one point though I felt a wave of faintness and nausea. I don’t know if it was the stuffy room and humidity, lying on my back for so long, a need for more food or all of the above. I didn’t think I would make it. I found myself trying to fight it and that only made it worse. She gave me some water and used the air sprayer tool on me. I turned on my side and the wave passed. Thank God! So embarrassing! She joked with me that I was just milking the whole pregnancy thing – HAHA!
After that I went for a much needed haircut (after eating of course). I have my bangs back! Whenever my hair grows out and I’m too lazy to get a trim I contemplate just letting the bangs go. Once I do cut them again I realize how much I like them. Just wish my hair wasn’t growing so fast. This might be my last hair cut before baby is born.
Prenatal classes start on the 22nd. We’re hoping to get through them with out any social anxiety. It’s for the baby so we’ll be strong!
Eleven more weeks and then our lives will be turned upside down with a bundle of love.
The other night as I tried to fall to sleep I had to pee constantly. I would roll to one side, the little guy would start kicking my bladder then I would have to go pee. Like 3 times in one hour! Must have been his position.
I have been noticing more gray hairs, just the odd one here or there. A new one at least once every week or so. He’s not even born yet and already giving me grays!
My moods have been crazy. I’ve been getting upset for little stupid things. “Oh my god the house needs to be vacuumed again.” “Why are there dirty dishes in the sink?” “Why isn’t hubby paying attention to me?” “Why is hubby paying so much attention to me – its annoying!” - You know, stuff like that. Luckily, my hubby really loves me and tries hard to deal with me when I get like this. Sometimes he’s at a loss though. For my part I must remember that my hormones are everywhere and I must calm down and just enjoy the ride.
I went to the dentist yesterday for a “prenatal cleaning”. Pregnancy gingivitis is bad, but it feels good to have clean teeth. I really like the hygienist that takes care of me. We have a good time talking (when I don’t have a bunch of tools in my mouth). Especially now that I’m pregnant we can talk about babies.
At one point though I felt a wave of faintness and nausea. I don’t know if it was the stuffy room and humidity, lying on my back for so long, a need for more food or all of the above. I didn’t think I would make it. I found myself trying to fight it and that only made it worse. She gave me some water and used the air sprayer tool on me. I turned on my side and the wave passed. Thank God! So embarrassing! She joked with me that I was just milking the whole pregnancy thing – HAHA!
After that I went for a much needed haircut (after eating of course). I have my bangs back! Whenever my hair grows out and I’m too lazy to get a trim I contemplate just letting the bangs go. Once I do cut them again I realize how much I like them. Just wish my hair wasn’t growing so fast. This might be my last hair cut before baby is born.
Prenatal classes start on the 22nd. We’re hoping to get through them with out any social anxiety. It’s for the baby so we’ll be strong!
Eleven more weeks and then our lives will be turned upside down with a bundle of love.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Sugar, Sugar
I had my glucose tolerance test done today. The drink they gave me wasn't as gross as I thought it would be. I had imagined a super sweet chalky medicine-like concoction. What I got looked and tasted like orange pop. With a medicine-like after taste.
Anyway, I was told to drink up and tell the tech as soon as I finished. Then I had to wait for an hour. So hubby and I started to leave... "Mame you can't leave." Great! We thought a walk would help time to pass. And I wouldn't have to think about being hungry (I was fasting for the test) or how I missed my morning coffee (I do allow myself one a day!!)
So instead we were stuck in the waiting room with a bunch of strangers and I swear to God that chair is used as a torture devise. I couldn't lean back into it because the top of the back felt like a razor digging into my shoulder blades. I was having a hard time sitting up straight or leaning forward. With my big belly in the way, and that orange pop stuff the only thing in my system I was uncomfortable and I kept burping. Hubby was a trooper for putting up with me.
Finally I was called into the room so the lady could take my blood. I've had so many blood tests done in my life it does not make me nervous any more. What does make me uncomfortable is when the tech has the needle in my arm and then says "Oops". I managed not to comment and only felt slight discomfort. I didn't want to make her nervous (or more nervous - I think she might have been new). Lucky, (for me or possibly her) I did not leave with a bruised arm.
Anyway, I was told to drink up and tell the tech as soon as I finished. Then I had to wait for an hour. So hubby and I started to leave... "Mame you can't leave." Great! We thought a walk would help time to pass. And I wouldn't have to think about being hungry (I was fasting for the test) or how I missed my morning coffee (I do allow myself one a day!!)
So instead we were stuck in the waiting room with a bunch of strangers and I swear to God that chair is used as a torture devise. I couldn't lean back into it because the top of the back felt like a razor digging into my shoulder blades. I was having a hard time sitting up straight or leaning forward. With my big belly in the way, and that orange pop stuff the only thing in my system I was uncomfortable and I kept burping. Hubby was a trooper for putting up with me.
Finally I was called into the room so the lady could take my blood. I've had so many blood tests done in my life it does not make me nervous any more. What does make me uncomfortable is when the tech has the needle in my arm and then says "Oops". I managed not to comment and only felt slight discomfort. I didn't want to make her nervous (or more nervous - I think she might have been new). Lucky, (for me or possibly her) I did not leave with a bruised arm.
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Who's Pregnancy Is This Anyway? 28 Weeks
Seems hubby is trying to steal my thunder. He's having midnight cravings. And leg cramps. I guess as long as he doesn't get a belly (or moody like me)I should be happy.
I discovered a wonderful tool on my photo editing software today. Actually two wonderful tools. The first is the blemish remover. No more red spots for me. Who needs make-up? The second is the toothbrush tool. A whiter smile with a click of a button. No chemicals. No payments. Just a gorgeous grin. I like.
I am still trying to utilize my "normal" clothes when I can. Not sure if this tank is working though. I've got the peek-a-boo belly happening. Can I get away with it? Or do I just look like I'm trying not to buy new clothes?
I did suffer an embarrassing moment yesterday wearing these shorts. Seems now that my hips are smaller than my belly the drawstring needs some fine tuning - constantly.
Hubby and I went for a walk at the Beaches. As I was waddling across a street to catch up I started to lose my shorts. I mean they were practically off. Below the bum cheeks. Luckily, I was wearing a long, baggy maternity top to cover up my undies but I'm sure the guy driving by had a nice chuckle at my expense. Heck, once I refastened myself and tugged on the shorts a few times to make sure they were staying put, I had a good chuckle too.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Was this Chair ever comfortable?
As baby and I grow bigger I am finding it extremely difficult to get comfortable. As this creative spurt of mine has my mind whirling, I want to sit at my computer and read blogs. Check out some photography tutorials. Write a bit. Edit some pictures. But I can't seem to sit here for very long before I become extremely uncomfortable. Never mind the heat. I have the A/C running as I sit here in t-shirt and boxers with sweat running down my face. Oh the joys of pregnancy. At least the little guy is keeping me company with his little kicks and punches.
Of course Chichi can get comfy anywhere. I envy her.
We went for my prenatal check up yesterday. The doctor measured my belly and checked the little one's heart beat. He's growing well :) I only gained 3Lbs since my last visit. One pound more than what you're "supposed" to gain on "average"... I do worry about it. It's a crazy phenomenon my mom likes to call "having access to too much information!" Anyway, doc never mentions my weight so I shouldn't worry. Of course I won't start a diet of ice cream sundaes either.
I mentioned my puffy ankle and she checked my blood pressure. That is fine, so it could be the humidity. It could also be too much salt in my diet. For that I am probably guilty. Sweets I can usually walk away from. Salty food on the other hand I cannot resist!! She also suggested I rest with my feet elevated. Otherwise, its a normal pregnancy symptom.
So then I mentioned my moodiness. The doctor just told me to blame hubby. Then she made sure we knew she was joking. But once again just another pregnancy normalcy. And she told hubby to not take it personal. I liked the blame it on him advice better though.
I forgot to mention my light-headedness, which seems to have passed now anyway. But the "pregnancy brain" is kicking in big time. I HAVE to write lists now just to keep my life in order. Then I HAVE to remember to read the lists!
Of course Chichi can get comfy anywhere. I envy her.
We went for my prenatal check up yesterday. The doctor measured my belly and checked the little one's heart beat. He's growing well :) I only gained 3Lbs since my last visit. One pound more than what you're "supposed" to gain on "average"... I do worry about it. It's a crazy phenomenon my mom likes to call "having access to too much information!" Anyway, doc never mentions my weight so I shouldn't worry. Of course I won't start a diet of ice cream sundaes either.
I mentioned my puffy ankle and she checked my blood pressure. That is fine, so it could be the humidity. It could also be too much salt in my diet. For that I am probably guilty. Sweets I can usually walk away from. Salty food on the other hand I cannot resist!! She also suggested I rest with my feet elevated. Otherwise, its a normal pregnancy symptom.
So then I mentioned my moodiness. The doctor just told me to blame hubby. Then she made sure we knew she was joking. But once again just another pregnancy normalcy. And she told hubby to not take it personal. I liked the blame it on him advice better though.
I forgot to mention my light-headedness, which seems to have passed now anyway. But the "pregnancy brain" is kicking in big time. I HAVE to write lists now just to keep my life in order. Then I HAVE to remember to read the lists!
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Counting Down...
As excited as I am to finally experience motherhood and to meet our little bundle of joy, I have realized that I have been avoiding my education in the actually process of labour and delivery. Part of my mind is telling me I can wait to learn it at the prenatal classes we signed up for. Part of my mind says we'll just wing it. And part of my mind is guilty for avoiding the topic for so long.
I have been happy to read about the baby's development week-by-week, though truth be told I'm getting bored and just want to get to the good stuff (you know, the cuddling and cooing and such). But when I start to read about labour and delivery (unless written in a humorous manner) my eyes gloss over and I start thinking if I have enough Peanut butter for a batch of cookies.
I am also set in my ways and don't want to read about anything I haven't already set my mind on. Even though I know I must keep an open mind, I don't want to hear about how I should have natural childbirth. No pain relief! Are you insane? At least my doctor agrees with me. She said "Natural childbirth does not make any one a better mother. For your first child I would recommend an epidural."
But as you can tell it is obviously on my mind, as much as I try to avoid the topic. And its not like I have no resources. I have the world wide web. And books galore. Now to just get down to it and stop daydreaming that it will be like on TV.
My goal for today is to read at least one article or chapter about labour and delivery. But first I have laundry and work. Oh and about those cookies...
I have been happy to read about the baby's development week-by-week, though truth be told I'm getting bored and just want to get to the good stuff (you know, the cuddling and cooing and such). But when I start to read about labour and delivery (unless written in a humorous manner) my eyes gloss over and I start thinking if I have enough Peanut butter for a batch of cookies.
I am also set in my ways and don't want to read about anything I haven't already set my mind on. Even though I know I must keep an open mind, I don't want to hear about how I should have natural childbirth. No pain relief! Are you insane? At least my doctor agrees with me. She said "Natural childbirth does not make any one a better mother. For your first child I would recommend an epidural."
But as you can tell it is obviously on my mind, as much as I try to avoid the topic. And its not like I have no resources. I have the world wide web. And books galore. Now to just get down to it and stop daydreaming that it will be like on TV.
My goal for today is to read at least one article or chapter about labour and delivery. But first I have laundry and work. Oh and about those cookies...
Sunday, July 26, 2009
27 Weeks
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Shortness of breath. Acid reflux. Puffy foot (it's still just the left one). And now I'm light headed. With just 13 weeks left I'm looking forward to meeting my little guy.
I had a dream the other night that he was born a week earlier than expected. I was changing his diaper.
Hubby took this picture of me at the park yesterday. I like how the tree cradles my roundness. :)
Sunday, July 19, 2009
week 26 (or 14 weeks left)
It's hard to believe we are almost done, or rather he's almost done. Almost 7 months and into the third trimester (depending on which source I check). I think I've felt a hand or a foot in my belly on a couple of occasions. Heartburn has kicked in. Not as bad as I have had it, but it's consistent.
We picked up our first baby present on Thursday. A Graco Deluxe Travel system. (Its fancy terminology for stroller with infant car seat). Recommended by my sister-in-law, because she loves Graco products and she saw it on sale for us. Baba volunteered to buy it as long as we picked it up. I'm not one who can wait for much of anything (maybe that's why these 9 months are starting to drag for me and no one else?!). We picked it up and the next day had it out of the box and assembled. So far we haven't given the cats any rides. I'm hoping they will stay away from it. I don't need another item to vacuum cat fur off of.
Although we still have three months to prepare I'm starting to get anxious about preparing the baby's room. We still have our computers in here and the floors aren't done. And the kittens aren't on the walls. And where's the crib? (I will calm down I promise.)
We picked up our first baby present on Thursday. A Graco Deluxe Travel system. (Its fancy terminology for stroller with infant car seat). Recommended by my sister-in-law, because she loves Graco products and she saw it on sale for us. Baba volunteered to buy it as long as we picked it up. I'm not one who can wait for much of anything (maybe that's why these 9 months are starting to drag for me and no one else?!). We picked it up and the next day had it out of the box and assembled. So far we haven't given the cats any rides. I'm hoping they will stay away from it. I don't need another item to vacuum cat fur off of.
Although we still have three months to prepare I'm starting to get anxious about preparing the baby's room. We still have our computers in here and the floors aren't done. And the kittens aren't on the walls. And where's the crib? (I will calm down I promise.)
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
25 Weeks - Things I Love (and HateDislike) about Pregnancy
What I love about being pregnant:
- feeling my baby kick, especially when I tap my belly and he taps back
- having an excuse to take midday naps
- after a midnight bathroom visit, the little one gives me a few reassuring kicks before I fall back to sleep
- shopping for baby clothes...for MY baby - not someone else's and not for my "maybe in the future..." box (most of which turned out to be girl's clothes - guess we'll have to try for another one after this little guy...)
- now that I'm showing strangers will smile at me for no reason and family members get even more excited about the baby
- watching my body change
- having a good excuse to boss people (mostly hubby) around - you don't expect me to lift/climb/exert/etc. myself do you?
What I hate dislike about being pregnant:
- acid reflux, gas, indigestion, stuffy/bloody nose and swollen ankles. Or should I say ankle - it only seems to effect my left one!?
- having to nap in the midday - I feel guilty
- waking up multiple times in the night to pee
- frustration about what baby stuff I should buy/ask for. Is a baby wipes warmer really necessary?
- it hasn't happened to me yet, but I fear strangers touching my belly without permission. Not that I would give them permission even if asked!
- fearing my body won't change back after giving birth (not that I expect an instant change)
- not being able to do somethings for myself. I want it done now and I want it done my way!
But in the end I AM really happy about being pregnant. It is amazing and wonderful to be growing another human being inside me. Sometimes it feels like science fiction. Sometimes it feels like something divine.
Monday, July 06, 2009
Budda Belly (week 24)
We are getting bigger. Hubby likes to rub my belly like I'm a Budda :) Hey if it brings us good fortune then keep rubbing...LOL
I haven't noticed any stretch marks yet (thank God!). But my belly is getting very itchy. My belly button has changed colour and looks dirty (or chocolaty). And I've been getting heartburn. Even if I just drink a glass of water!!
My mother-in-law clipped a small article about watermelon for me. It says that it is good for pregnant women. It contains B vitamins, which are good for baby's brain development. It contains folate which helps prevent birth defects like spina bifida. And though my diet and prenatal vitamin likely cover my needs in these areas I just had to have watermelon. A guilt free snack that is very thrist quenching on these warm summer days.
I continue to have small anxiety attacks about nothing in particular. I try not to take out my moodiness on innocent citizens, even if it feels good;)
I have been keeping up with my prenatal cardio workout, even though I'm sometimes bored. But it does feel good once I'm done. And with this city strike still on our local pool is closed. Bad timing! The water would feel great right now!
Hubby and I went to the Beaches on the weekend. I walked barefoot in the sand. I wore my sandals for some silly reason and found it hard to walk with them on. I managed to avoid any broken glass. The next day I could really feel the work out in my calves. Next time I will wear running shoes and hopefully the walk will be easier!!
I find it hard to believe we only have about 16 weeks left until we meet the little man. Part of me does want it to slow down. His little kicks are comforting. I know he's safe and comfortable in my belly. But then again it will be wonderful to see him. And to have my body back!!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
23 weeks ALREADY!!!
I finally have a noticeable bump. My parents and Baba were very excited about this when I visited on the weekend. I'm still trying to figure out if I would say I am 5 months or 6. It seems to vary from each resource I check. The way I figure it I have 4 months to go - so I'm 5 months in. Does it really matter? ;)
(Sorry no pic this week. I forgot my camera in Richmond Hill!)
We saw the doctor yesterday. The little guy is doing great. I'm doing great. When I was weighed (I'll leave the details out on that, but I think I'm doing fine in that department - the actually number is just scary) my husband felt compelled to weigh himself. This made the doctor laugh. I'm about the same weight as he is now, even though I have stopped wearing his clothes (I am rounder after all).
Yesterday I looked at my feet and didn't recognize them. They were so swollen. I'm not good at sitting down and taking it easy sometimes. So I forced myself to sit with my feet elevated and everything looks normal again today.
I've been feeling a lot of stretching in the abs. I mentioned this to the doctor and she says its normal. It is just very uncomfortable when I am trying to get back to sleep at 2am!!
Three more weeks and I am officially in the third trimester. I cannot believe how fast time is going by. I am trying to enjoy every minute of it.
I guess our next big step before the big arrival is setting up the baby's room. New flooring. My mother-in-law is going to paint kitties on the walls (we can never have enough!!) And of course cleaning like a mad woman :)
(Sorry no pic this week. I forgot my camera in Richmond Hill!)
We saw the doctor yesterday. The little guy is doing great. I'm doing great. When I was weighed (I'll leave the details out on that, but I think I'm doing fine in that department - the actually number is just scary) my husband felt compelled to weigh himself. This made the doctor laugh. I'm about the same weight as he is now, even though I have stopped wearing his clothes (I am rounder after all).
Yesterday I looked at my feet and didn't recognize them. They were so swollen. I'm not good at sitting down and taking it easy sometimes. So I forced myself to sit with my feet elevated and everything looks normal again today.
I've been feeling a lot of stretching in the abs. I mentioned this to the doctor and she says its normal. It is just very uncomfortable when I am trying to get back to sleep at 2am!!
Three more weeks and I am officially in the third trimester. I cannot believe how fast time is going by. I am trying to enjoy every minute of it.
I guess our next big step before the big arrival is setting up the baby's room. New flooring. My mother-in-law is going to paint kitties on the walls (we can never have enough!!) And of course cleaning like a mad woman :)
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
A Different Topic
Happy Birthday to my big brother!!!!
We have to stop getting older. It's starting to scare mom!
I hope you have a wonderful day.
See you soon!
We have to stop getting older. It's starting to scare mom!
I hope you have a wonderful day.
See you soon!
Monday, June 22, 2009
22 Weeks
Now that I am over the half way mark this baby is starting to really "kick" into my reality. I'm going to be somebody's mommy! My world as I know it will change forever. It's kind of terrifying - in a good way of course :)
I feel him kick everyday now. The little thumps are becoming more pronounced every week. I've heard that some women miss this after giving birth. I think I might too! It's comforting. When I feel him kick I know he's doing alright.
The baby shower last Sunday was nice. My 20 month old niece thought all the gifts with Elmo on them were for her. The games we played weren't too silly. And it was nice catching up with some people that I don't see too often. Of course, no one would believe that I am into my fifth month. Not every woman gets a big bump right away!!!
One week seemed to make a difference. To me at least. This is at 22 weeks. I'm wearing a non-maternity top that used to fit in a flowing manner, but now is almost getting a bit snug.
I am really starting to feel my belly stretching. And my belly button is starting to stick out. Minor discomfort there. I am really enjoying touching my own belly and am super thrilled when the baby kicks and I feel him inside and out.
I am really starting to think of labour and having the baby at home. Trying not to let my anxiety get the better of me. I'm not the only one to ever have a baby - I'm sure I'll do fine.
Next week, we go to the doctor. Again. These appointments really sneak up on me. June is almost over - already????? From what I understand I am going to be tested for gestational diabetes in the next couple of weeks. Really not looking forward to this. I'm not sure I'll be able to get down the super sweet drink I must have. Well, at least I sort of know what to expect.
I feel him kick everyday now. The little thumps are becoming more pronounced every week. I've heard that some women miss this after giving birth. I think I might too! It's comforting. When I feel him kick I know he's doing alright.
The baby shower last Sunday was nice. My 20 month old niece thought all the gifts with Elmo on them were for her. The games we played weren't too silly. And it was nice catching up with some people that I don't see too often. Of course, no one would believe that I am into my fifth month. Not every woman gets a big bump right away!!!
One week seemed to make a difference. To me at least. This is at 22 weeks. I'm wearing a non-maternity top that used to fit in a flowing manner, but now is almost getting a bit snug.
I am really starting to feel my belly stretching. And my belly button is starting to stick out. Minor discomfort there. I am really enjoying touching my own belly and am super thrilled when the baby kicks and I feel him inside and out.
I am really starting to think of labour and having the baby at home. Trying not to let my anxiety get the better of me. I'm not the only one to ever have a baby - I'm sure I'll do fine.
Next week, we go to the doctor. Again. These appointments really sneak up on me. June is almost over - already????? From what I understand I am going to be tested for gestational diabetes in the next couple of weeks. Really not looking forward to this. I'm not sure I'll be able to get down the super sweet drink I must have. Well, at least I sort of know what to expect.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Every Where I Look
I see pregnant women every where. I'm not sure if I'm just more aware because I'm part of the club. Or if 2009 is just a good fertile year. Or all the pregnant celebrities are having an influence (the last reason is admittedly a sad reason to be pregnant).
Today I am going to my husband's second cousin's baby shower. She is also having a boy. She's due in July. Though admittedly I feel awkward at social functions and I find some of these shower games really silly, I am looking forward to what gifts she gets so I can take mental notes for my own baby registry. I am also interested in comparing bumps. Will my bump be the same size at 8 months?
In our neighbourhood my husband and I are the more anti-social types. We say Hi and wave and that's about all. When we first learned we were expecting my hubby got more talkative and shared the news with a couple of the neighbours (the family that helps us take care of the outdoor cats). Now I feel every time I step outside they are checking out my belly, which at five months isn't all that big. I feel a bit uncomfortable, but at least they aren't groping at it - yet!
The neighbour did come over the other day to talk cats and try and gossip with us. And she asked how far along I was. "Oh I figured you were due in November!" Ah Ha! I was right, they were eyeballing my belly! I guess it's something I will have to deal with.
I am happy that I feel my baby boy kicking at regular times during the day. More often when I'm at rest. If I'm working I don't always feel him. However, on Friday I kept feeling little thumps for a few minutes, but everytime my mom would touch my belly he would stop. He's already testing the Gramma boundaries :)
Today I am going to my husband's second cousin's baby shower. She is also having a boy. She's due in July. Though admittedly I feel awkward at social functions and I find some of these shower games really silly, I am looking forward to what gifts she gets so I can take mental notes for my own baby registry. I am also interested in comparing bumps. Will my bump be the same size at 8 months?
In our neighbourhood my husband and I are the more anti-social types. We say Hi and wave and that's about all. When we first learned we were expecting my hubby got more talkative and shared the news with a couple of the neighbours (the family that helps us take care of the outdoor cats). Now I feel every time I step outside they are checking out my belly, which at five months isn't all that big. I feel a bit uncomfortable, but at least they aren't groping at it - yet!
The neighbour did come over the other day to talk cats and try and gossip with us. And she asked how far along I was. "Oh I figured you were due in November!" Ah Ha! I was right, they were eyeballing my belly! I guess it's something I will have to deal with.
I am happy that I feel my baby boy kicking at regular times during the day. More often when I'm at rest. If I'm working I don't always feel him. However, on Friday I kept feeling little thumps for a few minutes, but everytime my mom would touch my belly he would stop. He's already testing the Gramma boundaries :)
Monday, June 08, 2009
We're Half Way There!
At week 20, time seems to be moving too fast as usual. Our boy is moving around a lot. Hubby finally felt him kick yesterday. It is very exciting.
Hubby has had a cold all weekend. I'm just praying that I don't get it. I have taken it as an excuse to relax a little more myself and to allow myself to wear yoga pants all weekend - even out of the house. I've been feeling pretty tired. At first I thought maybe I was getting sick too. Oh wait - I'm pregnant! My body is going through a heck of a lot. No wonder I'm exhausted. Sometimes it takes a few minutes to sink in again :)
I am determined to do my pregnancy aerobics three times a week. It helps with some of the discomforts, like my hands and feet swelling, backpain and shortness of breath. But then the discomforts help give me excuses for not doing it - I'm tired, achy or just plain lazy.
Well, I better get in gear.
Hubby has had a cold all weekend. I'm just praying that I don't get it. I have taken it as an excuse to relax a little more myself and to allow myself to wear yoga pants all weekend - even out of the house. I've been feeling pretty tired. At first I thought maybe I was getting sick too. Oh wait - I'm pregnant! My body is going through a heck of a lot. No wonder I'm exhausted. Sometimes it takes a few minutes to sink in again :)
I am determined to do my pregnancy aerobics three times a week. It helps with some of the discomforts, like my hands and feet swelling, backpain and shortness of breath. But then the discomforts help give me excuses for not doing it - I'm tired, achy or just plain lazy.
Well, I better get in gear.
Friday, June 05, 2009
I think he looks like me!
Except in this one he looks like Skeletor! :)
This one is the cutest - in my opinion anyway!
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
And finally we know
We had the ultrasound done yesterday. It seemed like the longest day. I felt like I did as a child on Christmas Eve. "Is it Christmas yet? Has Santa been here yet? When is he coming?"
This clinic was way better than the last. I don't know why we weren't just sent to this one for both. There was only one other person in the waiting room, as opposed to the Grand Central Station look of the other. It was VERY clean. And the staff were organized. My name was called right at 3pm on the button!
I changed into the paper gown with fancy belt. The Sonographer (named Honour - neat name) dumped a bunch of that gel on my belly and we were on our way. I got teary eyed when she started counting fingers and toes. It's real! I'm really having a baby!
I had to flip over a few times because the baby was hiding the right foot. I lay there fairly silently, only asking if I could get a print out (which I didn't have to pay for, and I got 5 pictures) and answering that we want to know the sex. Finally, she was done and called in my husband for the show. The baby is amazing! Spine is perfect. Even the skull, which we have a nice Halloween print-out of. Little heart pumping away.
"So, can you tell what the sex is?" I asked, trying to sound casual.
"Legally, I cannot say. However, if I leave the room I can't stop you from checking my notes."
Honour left the room and Hubby and I immediately scrambled for her desk. I think I was cross-eyed with excitement. I couldn't even see the piece of paper. Hubby had to point and said "I was right. It's a boy!"
When we got home we made our phone calls and sent our messages over the internet informing all those who wondered with us. My mom was a bit shocked. She was sure it was a girl. She's excited all the same.
I think hubby was secretly praying that at least one of our two planned children would be boys. He's the first male of his generation to have kids to carry on the family name. He kept saying "Now Grandpa can relax!"
Tomorrow I am working with mom. It's our work day with a big time gap between houses. As well as a Value Village. Now that we know what colours are safe we're going to have lots of fun!!!!
This clinic was way better than the last. I don't know why we weren't just sent to this one for both. There was only one other person in the waiting room, as opposed to the Grand Central Station look of the other. It was VERY clean. And the staff were organized. My name was called right at 3pm on the button!
I changed into the paper gown with fancy belt. The Sonographer (named Honour - neat name) dumped a bunch of that gel on my belly and we were on our way. I got teary eyed when she started counting fingers and toes. It's real! I'm really having a baby!
I had to flip over a few times because the baby was hiding the right foot. I lay there fairly silently, only asking if I could get a print out (which I didn't have to pay for, and I got 5 pictures) and answering that we want to know the sex. Finally, she was done and called in my husband for the show. The baby is amazing! Spine is perfect. Even the skull, which we have a nice Halloween print-out of. Little heart pumping away.
"So, can you tell what the sex is?" I asked, trying to sound casual.
"Legally, I cannot say. However, if I leave the room I can't stop you from checking my notes."
Honour left the room and Hubby and I immediately scrambled for her desk. I think I was cross-eyed with excitement. I couldn't even see the piece of paper. Hubby had to point and said "I was right. It's a boy!"
When we got home we made our phone calls and sent our messages over the internet informing all those who wondered with us. My mom was a bit shocked. She was sure it was a girl. She's excited all the same.
I think hubby was secretly praying that at least one of our two planned children would be boys. He's the first male of his generation to have kids to carry on the family name. He kept saying "Now Grandpa can relax!"
Tomorrow I am working with mom. It's our work day with a big time gap between houses. As well as a Value Village. Now that we know what colours are safe we're going to have lots of fun!!!!
Monday, June 01, 2009
Darn it!
Got the date wrong...the clinic just called. My appointment is for tomorrow. Guess I'll have to wait another day!!!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
The real present
Tomorrow is my birthday :) I have to keep reminding myself because I'm so absorb with the pregnancy sometimes nothing else matters.
I get the best present (so far) on Monday. We are going for the 2nd ultrasound and will hopefully be told the sex of the baby. Come on kid, cooperate with mommy and daddy :)
I get the best present (so far) on Monday. We are going for the 2nd ultrasound and will hopefully be told the sex of the baby. Come on kid, cooperate with mommy and daddy :)
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
How I finally saw a change...
Sure it seems strange. My pants don't fit anymore. I'm finding it increasingly more difficult to move around like I used to i.e. popping out of bed, jumping up from a seated position. I just didn't think it was physically noticeable until I did a side by side comparison of my belly pics.
In the beginning...week 5
In the beginning...week 5
At week 12 there still wasn't too much change...
Then me and the baby started our growth spurt :)
Week 16...finally I don't look crazy wearing my maternity pants :P
Week 17
(these are the pants I belt up...I wonder if they're just bad pants or will they always slide off even when I get bigger?!!?)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Week 18
The belly is growing, but according to my husband I only look pregnant when I'm naked. I'm still in the in-between stage where my "normal" clothes are too small and most of the maternity clothes are still too big. I've tried wearing a belt on a pair of maternity pants I bought for work. It works until I have to bend, then the belt gets me in the gut. It also looks quite funny wearing my belt on the last notch.
I'm finding a bit of frustration staying thrifty whilst trying to find clothes that fit. Considering I'm only going to wear them for five (maybe six) more months I really don't want to spend $40-80 on a top or a pair of pants. I don't ever spend that amount on clothes I plan to wear for much longer.
I have been able to squeeze into my old swimsuit thus far, but I really think this is the last week I can get away with it.
I have been looking around for maternity swimsuits. I thought it wouldn't be a problem. Well, it's a problem. I searched Old Navy - where I bought my maternity jeans and cargoes. They have tons of swimwear for the whole family. But nothing for us pregos.
Online, however, the Old Navy.com site has maternity swimsuits "only available online". I thought, "fine, I'll order from the states...how bad can it be." Bad enough to not let Canadians order online.
I've checked Zellers and Walmart. Their maternity "sections" consist of one rack hidden somewhere in the plus-size section of the women's department. No sign of maternity swimsuits though.
The specialized maternity stores sell swimsuits for SEVENTY DOLLARS!!! Okay, some of you may think I'm cheap. But the last swimsuit I bought for regular use only cost me $25!!! Once again it's only for 5 months....
I've decided to take a trip to Walmart and try on a non-maternity tankini style swimsuit and see if I can get away with that. Keep your fingers crossed for me :)
I'm finding a bit of frustration staying thrifty whilst trying to find clothes that fit. Considering I'm only going to wear them for five (maybe six) more months I really don't want to spend $40-80 on a top or a pair of pants. I don't ever spend that amount on clothes I plan to wear for much longer.
I have been able to squeeze into my old swimsuit thus far, but I really think this is the last week I can get away with it.
I have been looking around for maternity swimsuits. I thought it wouldn't be a problem. Well, it's a problem. I searched Old Navy - where I bought my maternity jeans and cargoes. They have tons of swimwear for the whole family. But nothing for us pregos.
Online, however, the Old Navy.com site has maternity swimsuits "only available online". I thought, "fine, I'll order from the states...how bad can it be." Bad enough to not let Canadians order online.
I've checked Zellers and Walmart. Their maternity "sections" consist of one rack hidden somewhere in the plus-size section of the women's department. No sign of maternity swimsuits though.
The specialized maternity stores sell swimsuits for SEVENTY DOLLARS!!! Okay, some of you may think I'm cheap. But the last swimsuit I bought for regular use only cost me $25!!! Once again it's only for 5 months....
I've decided to take a trip to Walmart and try on a non-maternity tankini style swimsuit and see if I can get away with that. Keep your fingers crossed for me :)
Monday, May 11, 2009
16 Weeks...and counting
Sometimes it just doesn't feel like I'm pregnant. I think I'm just impatient. Of course when the time comes to "get the show on the road" I'll be begging for it all to slow down.
This is my belly so far. Feels bigger than it looks in the picture.
I have given up on my "normal" pants and have been wear maternity pants, even though this pair is still a bit big on me, they are more comfortable than squeezing into my old jeans. Some of which were a bit baggy on me to begin with, are now so tight I cannot do up the button.
The only real discomforts I've been experiencing are sore breasts, a bit of cramping (the baby is growing fast!) and frequent urination. The last of which I have learned to act on quickly, before I sneeze. Yes, I have had an accident which hubby thinks is hilarious!! HAHA! Oh, and nasal congestion which causes the sneezing. All normal, just slightly annoying.
My dreams have been quite vivid and memorable, which I love for the most part. Except last night I had a scary dream that I lost the baby and I didn't know what to do. My scheduled wake-up to pee was greatly appreciated after that one. I was so relieved that it was just a bad dream.
I also sometimes have dreams about smoking. I had smoked for over 15 years up until I got pregnant. Quitting I found easy at that point. Seeing pregnant women smoking makes me want to get violent (I'm a peaceful person - really!) The thought of putting all that crap into my baby really turned me off. The morning sickness helped keep the cursed things from me too. During my waking hours I barely think of smoking. I'm not tempted and want to remain smoke free for life.
In my dreams however I am tempted. My dream self is convinced that one little puff won't hurt. My dream self also bums smokes from people who in reality have quit smoking too. Crazy!!! I guess after all those years the habit will stick with me one way or another. Better that its only in my dreams.
Everything seems to be going as planned. My last doctors visit was good. Baby and mommy are doing great. Heard his/her heartbeat again. And the next scheduled ultrasound is at a different clinic than the last - Thank God! If baby co-operates we will find out the sex and I can stop addressing my bump as Peanut.
For now I've got birthdays galore to look forward to (brother-in-law, nephew, Baba, mom and me) as well as mine and hubby's first wedding anniversary. May is a busy month.
This is my belly so far. Feels bigger than it looks in the picture.
I have given up on my "normal" pants and have been wear maternity pants, even though this pair is still a bit big on me, they are more comfortable than squeezing into my old jeans. Some of which were a bit baggy on me to begin with, are now so tight I cannot do up the button.
The only real discomforts I've been experiencing are sore breasts, a bit of cramping (the baby is growing fast!) and frequent urination. The last of which I have learned to act on quickly, before I sneeze. Yes, I have had an accident which hubby thinks is hilarious!! HAHA! Oh, and nasal congestion which causes the sneezing. All normal, just slightly annoying.
My dreams have been quite vivid and memorable, which I love for the most part. Except last night I had a scary dream that I lost the baby and I didn't know what to do. My scheduled wake-up to pee was greatly appreciated after that one. I was so relieved that it was just a bad dream.
I also sometimes have dreams about smoking. I had smoked for over 15 years up until I got pregnant. Quitting I found easy at that point. Seeing pregnant women smoking makes me want to get violent (I'm a peaceful person - really!) The thought of putting all that crap into my baby really turned me off. The morning sickness helped keep the cursed things from me too. During my waking hours I barely think of smoking. I'm not tempted and want to remain smoke free for life.
In my dreams however I am tempted. My dream self is convinced that one little puff won't hurt. My dream self also bums smokes from people who in reality have quit smoking too. Crazy!!! I guess after all those years the habit will stick with me one way or another. Better that its only in my dreams.
Everything seems to be going as planned. My last doctors visit was good. Baby and mommy are doing great. Heard his/her heartbeat again. And the next scheduled ultrasound is at a different clinic than the last - Thank God! If baby co-operates we will find out the sex and I can stop addressing my bump as Peanut.
For now I've got birthdays galore to look forward to (brother-in-law, nephew, Baba, mom and me) as well as mine and hubby's first wedding anniversary. May is a busy month.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Happy Mother's Day!
Happy Mother's Day moms of the world. Though this is not always a happy day for some, for those who do enjoy it ..greetings!
The other day while shopping for Cards for our moms, hubby asked "I'm waiting for next year to do Mother's Day for you, right?" "Yes, dear!" LOL. He's so sweet. I know of some men who will not acknowledge Mother's Day to their wives (the mother of their children). So I really appreciate the sentiment, even if we are still 5 months away from being parents.
I am absolutely sure now that I have been feeling the baby move. S/He feels like bubbles in my belly. Bouncing around noticeably at least once a day. Which has prompted me to talk to my belly more often now. "What are you doing in there, kid?"
Things are moving along quickly now. The changes seem to occur daily now. Even my belly and the way my clothes fit. I have to experiment daily with my wardrobe. (Nope, can't get away with those pants anymore). Soon I will be wearing my Yoga pants to the grocery store. I know it seems acceptable to wear these things out of the house, but I've always felt like I was wearing my PJ's. Maybe because I do wear them to bed:P.
I'm going to see if I can get a decent baby bump photo and I will post it soon.
Again, Happy Mother's Day all!!
The other day while shopping for Cards for our moms, hubby asked "I'm waiting for next year to do Mother's Day for you, right?" "Yes, dear!" LOL. He's so sweet. I know of some men who will not acknowledge Mother's Day to their wives (the mother of their children). So I really appreciate the sentiment, even if we are still 5 months away from being parents.
I am absolutely sure now that I have been feeling the baby move. S/He feels like bubbles in my belly. Bouncing around noticeably at least once a day. Which has prompted me to talk to my belly more often now. "What are you doing in there, kid?"
Things are moving along quickly now. The changes seem to occur daily now. Even my belly and the way my clothes fit. I have to experiment daily with my wardrobe. (Nope, can't get away with those pants anymore). Soon I will be wearing my Yoga pants to the grocery store. I know it seems acceptable to wear these things out of the house, but I've always felt like I was wearing my PJ's. Maybe because I do wear them to bed:P.
I'm going to see if I can get a decent baby bump photo and I will post it soon.
Again, Happy Mother's Day all!!
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Week 15
Things seem to be moving fast and slow at the same time. As I am now 15 weeks pregnant and the baby is developing quickly, I'm still not really showing. I am starting to get a slight shaping of things to come I'm happy to say. But I still do not look pregnant. I don't even really feel pregnant. Without the nausea and tiredness I'm normal feeling again. Yes, I will enjoy it while it lasts.
Friday, when I got home from work I went through all my spring/summer clothes and tried everything on. Of my non-maternity clothes I found 2 pairs of pants and a couple of shirts that I can still get away with for now. Desperately I tried on a pair of Hubby's pants. They JUST fit!! Eeek!
I ran for the measuring tape and found that I have gained a few inches in the bust and waist, which I am happy about, except that I have no clothes. Seems my obsession with jeans and baby t's has come back to haunt me. No wonder I was looking like that stereo-typical fat plumber (big belly hanging out the front. Butt cleavage out the back).
As luck would have it my tax return came in. Time to go shopping! As most people who know me will note I am thrifty (some may say cheap, but not to my face :P). I can't remember the last time I bought myself new clothes from the mall. Well, desperate times call for desperate measures.
I found out that Old Navy has a maternity section (at select stores). It's not a huge selection, but the prices are decent compared to "maternity stores". I bought a pair a jeans with the atrocious stretchable belly panel. A pair of black cargoes with elastic waist band and draw string. And a maternity tank top in black. I figured I could wear it under the tops I have that might come a bit short on the belly. Or just on its own when its warm (covered in my 60 spf sunblock).
I'm happy with my purchases. Clothes that fit and will grow with me. I didn't want to get carried away though. I want to see how long they will grow with me :) And spending $100 in one shot was a bit scary for me. But maybe I could get used to it. I did resist my temptation to buy this really cute infant t-shirt. It was white with little ruffles on it. But we still don't know the sex, and I didn't want to tempt fate.
My second prenatal visit to the doctor is tomorrow morning. I hope I can convince her to send me to a different ultrasound clinic. I'm also trying to think of questions to ask her. I do think of things sometimes, but if I don't write them down right away I forget. Another symptom I have - pregnancy brain!!!
Maybe next week I will have a picture of my bump...
Friday, when I got home from work I went through all my spring/summer clothes and tried everything on. Of my non-maternity clothes I found 2 pairs of pants and a couple of shirts that I can still get away with for now. Desperately I tried on a pair of Hubby's pants. They JUST fit!! Eeek!
I ran for the measuring tape and found that I have gained a few inches in the bust and waist, which I am happy about, except that I have no clothes. Seems my obsession with jeans and baby t's has come back to haunt me. No wonder I was looking like that stereo-typical fat plumber (big belly hanging out the front. Butt cleavage out the back).
As luck would have it my tax return came in. Time to go shopping! As most people who know me will note I am thrifty (some may say cheap, but not to my face :P). I can't remember the last time I bought myself new clothes from the mall. Well, desperate times call for desperate measures.
I found out that Old Navy has a maternity section (at select stores). It's not a huge selection, but the prices are decent compared to "maternity stores". I bought a pair a jeans with the atrocious stretchable belly panel. A pair of black cargoes with elastic waist band and draw string. And a maternity tank top in black. I figured I could wear it under the tops I have that might come a bit short on the belly. Or just on its own when its warm (covered in my 60 spf sunblock).
I'm happy with my purchases. Clothes that fit and will grow with me. I didn't want to get carried away though. I want to see how long they will grow with me :) And spending $100 in one shot was a bit scary for me. But maybe I could get used to it. I did resist my temptation to buy this really cute infant t-shirt. It was white with little ruffles on it. But we still don't know the sex, and I didn't want to tempt fate.
My second prenatal visit to the doctor is tomorrow morning. I hope I can convince her to send me to a different ultrasound clinic. I'm also trying to think of questions to ask her. I do think of things sometimes, but if I don't write them down right away I forget. Another symptom I have - pregnancy brain!!!
Maybe next week I will have a picture of my bump...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Week 14
We are well on our way now. I'm now 14 weeks and 2 days pregnant. I am still not showing, but expanding just the same. Most of my pants do not fit me. Yet the 2 pairs of maternity pants I've bought (from thrift stores ;)) are still falling off me.
My husband and mom keep laughing at me because I keep saying "I want a baby bump". Part of it is for the sheer joy of looking pregnant. The other reason is so I don't look like I'm gaining weight for no reason. Yes there is some vanity in this humble mother-to-be.
I am still suffering some evening nausea. It doesn't happen everyday, but its still annoying when it does.
My energy levels have picked up. Now that I have the energy I'm running around tidying and sorting and cleaning. Trying not to over work myself, but I think the nesting instinct is kicking in. (It does seem early for that though, doesn't it?)
I'm not 100% sure, but I think I have felt the baby move. The sort of feeling "they" call "quickening". Little fluttery feelings in my belly. Of course, I'm trying not to get too excited. I could just be imagining it.
Well, I've got some running around to do today. My license and plate stickers need to be renewed. Before I do that though I have to have an emissions test done (stupid Gosh Damned rule!!!!). At least its booked and I have the day off to take care of it all. I do think its cool that for the next five years if I do show anyone my license I can say "I was pregnant in that picture!" So whether I'm glowing or looking bloated I have an excuse!!! :P
Hmmmm...maybe after all that Hubby will take me shopping for some pants that fit??!!!
My husband and mom keep laughing at me because I keep saying "I want a baby bump". Part of it is for the sheer joy of looking pregnant. The other reason is so I don't look like I'm gaining weight for no reason. Yes there is some vanity in this humble mother-to-be.
I am still suffering some evening nausea. It doesn't happen everyday, but its still annoying when it does.
My energy levels have picked up. Now that I have the energy I'm running around tidying and sorting and cleaning. Trying not to over work myself, but I think the nesting instinct is kicking in. (It does seem early for that though, doesn't it?)
I'm not 100% sure, but I think I have felt the baby move. The sort of feeling "they" call "quickening". Little fluttery feelings in my belly. Of course, I'm trying not to get too excited. I could just be imagining it.
Well, I've got some running around to do today. My license and plate stickers need to be renewed. Before I do that though I have to have an emissions test done (stupid Gosh Damned rule!!!!). At least its booked and I have the day off to take care of it all. I do think its cool that for the next five years if I do show anyone my license I can say "I was pregnant in that picture!" So whether I'm glowing or looking bloated I have an excuse!!! :P
Hmmmm...maybe after all that Hubby will take me shopping for some pants that fit??!!!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Week 13
Almost half way through week 13 and we think we've told everyone we can about the pregnancy. My parents and brother have seen the ultrasound picture, and are getting geared up. I'm glad I have it, because I still do not look pregnant (which I keep being told I should be grateful for). So the picture is proof. I almost want to pin it to my t-shirt.
I thought the nausea was going away, but it hasn't. It lingers at night time forcing me to sleep so I don't have to deal with it. I guess I'm lucky that I can sleep through it. I'm really hating the 3am bathroom breaks, because it is still taking me at least an hour to fall back to sleep. Plus, my getting out of bed confuses the cats. They think it's breakfast time. Little piggies.
I found a Kathy Smith Pregnancy workout DVD at Zellers the other day. It was only $4.99. SOLD! I've worked out with it twice so far. I must stick with it, or I fear I will be too lazy during labour :)
I've been forcing myself to avoid the baby clothes section at Value Village for now. Since I don't know the sex of the baby, I don't want to spend a bunch of cash on thing we might not need. Of course this hasn't stopped my mom. The soon-to-be first-time grandma has already bought a few pink items. She is certain it's a girl.
I've also been forcing myself not to empty out the computer room (soon to be nursery). This would certainly drive my husband crazy. Anyway, I spend my mornings at the computer and the basement is still too cold for me. But I can't help but get ahead of myself sometimes.
I am looking forward to each new day and experience. I almost can't wait to feel the little one kicking. And to see if s/he looks more like me or hubby.
I thought the nausea was going away, but it hasn't. It lingers at night time forcing me to sleep so I don't have to deal with it. I guess I'm lucky that I can sleep through it. I'm really hating the 3am bathroom breaks, because it is still taking me at least an hour to fall back to sleep. Plus, my getting out of bed confuses the cats. They think it's breakfast time. Little piggies.
I found a Kathy Smith Pregnancy workout DVD at Zellers the other day. It was only $4.99. SOLD! I've worked out with it twice so far. I must stick with it, or I fear I will be too lazy during labour :)
I've been forcing myself to avoid the baby clothes section at Value Village for now. Since I don't know the sex of the baby, I don't want to spend a bunch of cash on thing we might not need. Of course this hasn't stopped my mom. The soon-to-be first-time grandma has already bought a few pink items. She is certain it's a girl.
I've also been forcing myself not to empty out the computer room (soon to be nursery). This would certainly drive my husband crazy. Anyway, I spend my mornings at the computer and the basement is still too cold for me. But I can't help but get ahead of myself sometimes.
I am looking forward to each new day and experience. I almost can't wait to feel the little one kicking. And to see if s/he looks more like me or hubby.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Our Little Peanut
After a long wait to finally have the ultrasound done, my husband and I walked into the clinic and it was packed. I figured "Fine. They must know what they are doing. We have an appointment. I'll be in soon." Little did I know that after an hour with a full bladder that I would still be waiting. I think Hubby's hormones are raging lately too. He doesn't like to put up with B/S, especially when he saw how uncomfortable I was getting.
He approached the counter to see where my requisition form was, to get an idea how much longer we'd have to wait. The morons had my form in with the new arrivals. Meanwhile, an older lady sat beside me. She noticed it was my husband causing a stir and reassured me that in this clinic that's the only way to get service.
Hubby told them we've been waiting for an hour. They tried to convince us that we just got there (GRRRRRRRRR). He demanded the requisition back so we could go somewhere else. They refused. But magically my name was the next called. (I did begin to wonder why we had scheduled an appointment if they didn't seem to follow any sort of schedule?!!??)
I had to wait for an hour with a full bladder but was happy to finally see the baby. The technician seemed a bit nervous (like hubby would yell are her), but she was nice. I watched her face as she scanned my belly and she didn't cringe so I knew everything was good. She showed hubby the baby. And then my turn. I couldn't believe how much detail I could see. Way more than you can see on the printed picture. I saw the heart fluttering away. I even saw the little fingers.
The technician had a hard time getting a good shot because the baby kept moving around. Hyper like daddy ;)
I'm so happy the baby is doing well. With each test and doctor's visit "Peanut" seems more of a reality.
Next time, I'm asking my doctor to recommend a different clinic!!! Hopefully, baby will be active again and we can see if its a boy or a girl!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Week 12
Well this is my belly so far. I look like I've gained weight, rather than "showing" pregnant. But that's fine :) As long a no one comments on it!
My clothes are getting tight. I had bought a top last year that I thought I could wear early on in pregnancy. It looks maternity, but isn't. It is an empire waist style top. Well, I wanted to wear it yesterday, but when I put it on and raised my arms slightly the empire waist popped under my chin...LOL. Seems my boobs are getting in the way of my cute tops. I opted for a tailored blouse with darting. Looked a bit small, but I think I got away with it.
It's gonna take me longer and longer to find anything to wear. At least anything cute. I could just opt for Hubby's clothes. How long will that last though. He is not that much bigger than me!?!?!? It's time to go shopping...yippeeee!!!
I still have that funny taste in my mouth. But I'm not vomiting when brushing my teeth anymore. In fact I only feel ill if I haven't had my before bedtime snack. Usually, a bowl of cereal.
I have been feeling light headed at times. Supposedly this is normal. I just try not to move around too fast.
And now that it finally feels like Spring I'm trying to walk more. Hubby and I went down to the Beaches on Good Friday and walked the boardwalk. I was almost out of breath by the time we got back to the car. Really need more cardio!!!!
We are going to see Hubby's family today for Easter dinner. Some of them don't know we're pregnant yet, so we'll tell them today. Yes, I wrote WE'RE pregnant. Hubby gets upset if I don't totally involve him in the announcement. I guess he did help ;)
I'm getting excited/nervous about the ultrasound on Tuesday. I forgot to ask if I get a picture of it to take home. If I do, its gonna be scanned and posted ASAP!!!
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
First Meeting
I met my Ob/Gyn today. She is really nice and easy to talk to. I'm glad my sister-in-law was able to recommend her to me.
Some really good advice that she gave me was to not listen to EVERY woman's advice or experience with pregnancy or childbirth. She's had some patients panicked by what others have told them. I was already on board with this. My ears are sieve like when it comes to advice and who I take it from. She also told me not to watch those baby story like shows for the same reason. I probably will continue, but I realize my experience will not be the same as those women on TV. :)
I have gained more weight than I had thought. The doctor didn't mention it, so I guess I'm doing alright.
I made a special request today. I asked if we could use the fetal doppler to hear the baby's heart beat. I made it clear to my doctor that I understand we might not hear it and that doesn't mean anything bad. She let us have a go. And we heard the little heart pumping away. I managed not to cry for joy. It has made the baby more real to me now. My husband and I aren't calling my belly "Peanut". There's actually a little being in there. Now I just keep thinking about how exciting all this is.
Next week is the ultrasound...hoping we'll get a nice view.
Some really good advice that she gave me was to not listen to EVERY woman's advice or experience with pregnancy or childbirth. She's had some patients panicked by what others have told them. I was already on board with this. My ears are sieve like when it comes to advice and who I take it from. She also told me not to watch those baby story like shows for the same reason. I probably will continue, but I realize my experience will not be the same as those women on TV. :)
I have gained more weight than I had thought. The doctor didn't mention it, so I guess I'm doing alright.
I made a special request today. I asked if we could use the fetal doppler to hear the baby's heart beat. I made it clear to my doctor that I understand we might not hear it and that doesn't mean anything bad. She let us have a go. And we heard the little heart pumping away. I managed not to cry for joy. It has made the baby more real to me now. My husband and I aren't calling my belly "Peanut". There's actually a little being in there. Now I just keep thinking about how exciting all this is.
Next week is the ultrasound...hoping we'll get a nice view.
Monday, April 06, 2009
Week Eleven
Just when I thought morning sickness was going away I had a few bad days where brushing my teeth made me vomit! At least I was okay for my dental appointment, where my gums bled "like a normal pregnant woman!" But at least the teeth are clean and healthy and cavity free. And I didn't gag or barf in front of anyone :)
Lately, I have been suffering with insomnia and mood swings. Maybe one is causing the other?! My insomnia is strange - for me anyway. I pass out as soon as my head hits the pillow around 9:30pm. Usually around 1 or 2 am I get up to pee, of course. And then I cannot get back to sleep. I'm still tired. I'm not particularly worried about anything. I'm usually in a good mood. But I will be lying in bed wide awake until about 4am. (I estimate. After 3am I refuse to look at the clock anymore.) I've heard it is common for pregnant women. I'm just not used to it. I'm the type of person who used to be able to sleep through the night and my alarm clock.
During the day I have been having mood swings, which I was somewhat prepared for. I had usually been quite moody when I was suffering PMS. But now my loved ones are unprepared. Any second I could snap for no reason. Some times they bring it on - I'm pretty sure of it. They will chuckle at me saying that I am being bossy! Well, that just pushes me into bitch mode! If they would just do as I say without any comment I would be fine...LOL! Oh and then I cry because I think they don't love me anymore...or some other crazy notion.
I know "they" say it is the hormones that make pregnant ladies moody. I'm thinking if I could just sleep a straight 8 hours or so I might be fine.
I am meeting my OB/GYN on Wednesday for the first time. I'm having mixed feelings about that. I want to meet her and I have questions that beg to be answered. But I'm also due for a pap :/ Thrilling!!!
I'm really looking forward to next week...the first ultrasound!!!!
Lately, I have been suffering with insomnia and mood swings. Maybe one is causing the other?! My insomnia is strange - for me anyway. I pass out as soon as my head hits the pillow around 9:30pm. Usually around 1 or 2 am I get up to pee, of course. And then I cannot get back to sleep. I'm still tired. I'm not particularly worried about anything. I'm usually in a good mood. But I will be lying in bed wide awake until about 4am. (I estimate. After 3am I refuse to look at the clock anymore.) I've heard it is common for pregnant women. I'm just not used to it. I'm the type of person who used to be able to sleep through the night and my alarm clock.
During the day I have been having mood swings, which I was somewhat prepared for. I had usually been quite moody when I was suffering PMS. But now my loved ones are unprepared. Any second I could snap for no reason. Some times they bring it on - I'm pretty sure of it. They will chuckle at me saying that I am being bossy! Well, that just pushes me into bitch mode! If they would just do as I say without any comment I would be fine...LOL! Oh and then I cry because I think they don't love me anymore...or some other crazy notion.
I know "they" say it is the hormones that make pregnant ladies moody. I'm thinking if I could just sleep a straight 8 hours or so I might be fine.
I am meeting my OB/GYN on Wednesday for the first time. I'm having mixed feelings about that. I want to meet her and I have questions that beg to be answered. But I'm also due for a pap :/ Thrilling!!!
I'm really looking forward to next week...the first ultrasound!!!!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Does pregnancy make you psychic?
When we first found out we were pregnant my hubby and I decided it was a boy. My parents decided it was a girl. Don't ask me how we came up with this. Just a silly fun thing to predict.
However, in my dreams I will see a little girl climbing onto my lap. Or my dream last night (all I can remember of it) I was told its a girl.
Can pregnancy dreams predict the gender?
However, in my dreams I will see a little girl climbing onto my lap. Or my dream last night (all I can remember of it) I was told its a girl.
Can pregnancy dreams predict the gender?
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Week Ten
My first day of week ten. Yipee! The morning sickness is subsiding, though that awful taste still appears at some point during my days. I'm having to pee a lot more. I woke up twice last night. I'm normally a heavy sleeper who doesn't get up for anything until morning. Guess I can consider it preparation for getting up to feed and change the baby in about 30 more weeks.
I weighed myself on a reliable scale on Friday (pre-pregnancy it always read the same as my doctors scale). All of a sudden I am 5 pounds heavier. According to the books and websites I should gain about 3 lbs in the first trimester. Hope I haven't over done it. There's no turning back now :D I guess if I'm gaining too much the doctor will tell me in a week or so. For now I'll blame my hubby for taking me out for food too much. And indulging me in my craving for McCain Deep and Delicious cake. Darn commercials!!!
Although I feel the weight gain, especially when trying to squeeze into my jeans, Hubby claims not to notice any growth in me other than the breasts. However, mom and Baba have noticed my hips widening. It's all expected, but what I'm looking forward to is my baby bump. I'll be posting pictures on first siting!
I weighed myself on a reliable scale on Friday (pre-pregnancy it always read the same as my doctors scale). All of a sudden I am 5 pounds heavier. According to the books and websites I should gain about 3 lbs in the first trimester. Hope I haven't over done it. There's no turning back now :D I guess if I'm gaining too much the doctor will tell me in a week or so. For now I'll blame my hubby for taking me out for food too much. And indulging me in my craving for McCain Deep and Delicious cake. Darn commercials!!!
Although I feel the weight gain, especially when trying to squeeze into my jeans, Hubby claims not to notice any growth in me other than the breasts. However, mom and Baba have noticed my hips widening. It's all expected, but what I'm looking forward to is my baby bump. I'll be posting pictures on first siting!
Monday, March 23, 2009
I Peed on a Stick
A long anticipated has finally occurred in my life. I am pregnant. I think I've been wanting to be a mom since I was a baby. It still seems unreal, as I am only 9 weeks along. So I'm not showing yet. And I haven't gotten an ultrasound yet.
I did the home pregnancy test on February 17th. The day after Ontario's new Family Day holiday. I was tempted to take it on Family Day, but more than a few times since we've started trying I have taken test, that turn out negative and then to my disappointment Aunt Flow would come along. But of course I couldn't wait THAT much longer ;)
For some reason I couldn't get a clear shot. But there are two lines there. It was still a bit faint, which made me wonder... but I had seen so many definite negatives before.
For the past 3 or 4 weeks it has certainly been confirmed with the event of morning sickness. Or I should say all day long sickness including an awful soap like taste in my mouth. It hasn't been as bad as some women get. I rarely actually toss my cookies. The thing I find strange is that through the nausea I still have an appetite. Just some things I can't stand the thought of...like chicken. But my homemade egg mcmuffins seem to be a miracle. They keep the nausea at bay and they taste wonderful. I just have to make sure I don't eat too many.
I have only gained a pound or two, but my breast have jumped a whole cup size. I'm small to begin with, but these things are really in my way. Especially at bedtime.
I'm looking forward to my first meeting with the obstetrician on April 8th. And my first ultrasound a week later.
More updates to come...
I did the home pregnancy test on February 17th. The day after Ontario's new Family Day holiday. I was tempted to take it on Family Day, but more than a few times since we've started trying I have taken test, that turn out negative and then to my disappointment Aunt Flow would come along. But of course I couldn't wait THAT much longer ;)
For some reason I couldn't get a clear shot. But there are two lines there. It was still a bit faint, which made me wonder... but I had seen so many definite negatives before.
For the past 3 or 4 weeks it has certainly been confirmed with the event of morning sickness. Or I should say all day long sickness including an awful soap like taste in my mouth. It hasn't been as bad as some women get. I rarely actually toss my cookies. The thing I find strange is that through the nausea I still have an appetite. Just some things I can't stand the thought of...like chicken. But my homemade egg mcmuffins seem to be a miracle. They keep the nausea at bay and they taste wonderful. I just have to make sure I don't eat too many.
I have only gained a pound or two, but my breast have jumped a whole cup size. I'm small to begin with, but these things are really in my way. Especially at bedtime.
I'm looking forward to my first meeting with the obstetrician on April 8th. And my first ultrasound a week later.
More updates to come...
Saturday, July 26, 2008
What a year...
for weddings. My wedding. Now my brother's wedding. Friend's of friends weddings (I've seen announced on Facebook). Must be a lucky year:)
Today we travel from Scarborough to Richmond Hill. We pick up Baba and keep on truckin' all the way to Huntville. I have never been, but my parents and Brother say it is just gorgeous. Low population. Beautiful landscape. Almost makes me want to move there...until I remember Ontario winters. Toronto's snow is bad enough for me. If I were up north in the winter I would be a shut-in. And that's just depressing.
Anyway, my brother marries his intended today. Since my wedding a question has been going thru my mind.
"Is it better for a couple to live together before marriage? Or should they wait until its legal?"
Of course it is a personal opinion type question. I'm just curious. My hubby and I lived together then got married (we had already intended on marriage, we just waited for the right time). My brother and his bride are officially moving in tonight after their wedding. Of course this way might make the wedding night more exciting ;)
What do you think? Is it better for a couple to live together before marriage? Or should they wait until its legal?
Today we travel from Scarborough to Richmond Hill. We pick up Baba and keep on truckin' all the way to Huntville. I have never been, but my parents and Brother say it is just gorgeous. Low population. Beautiful landscape. Almost makes me want to move there...until I remember Ontario winters. Toronto's snow is bad enough for me. If I were up north in the winter I would be a shut-in. And that's just depressing.
Anyway, my brother marries his intended today. Since my wedding a question has been going thru my mind.
"Is it better for a couple to live together before marriage? Or should they wait until its legal?"
Of course it is a personal opinion type question. I'm just curious. My hubby and I lived together then got married (we had already intended on marriage, we just waited for the right time). My brother and his bride are officially moving in tonight after their wedding. Of course this way might make the wedding night more exciting ;)
What do you think? Is it better for a couple to live together before marriage? Or should they wait until its legal?
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
My (Frugal) Wedding
While preparing for my wedding this past May, I realized how expensive it can be to put on. I vowed to keep it quaint and not start our marriage in debt.
Of course there are the usual expenses that you can't get around if you want things legal. The Marriage License in Ontario costs $130. The officiant we hired cost $300, which seemed to be the average price when I researched online.
We had the ceremony and reception at my in-laws house. We limited the guest list to include parents, siblings, grandparents and aunts and uncles. Very few friends, but we had a few in there.
My mom was the Matron of Honour. She bought her dress at Value Village. Value Village is a great starting place for formal wear, even wedding gowns. I mean how often have these dresses really been worn? Do you want to spend $100 - $1000? Or $10 - 100?
I did splurge on my dress. But even that was only around $300.
My groom bought his suit jacket, shirt and tie at Value Village for about $50. Pants from Walmart for about $20. Handsome groom = Priceless!!!
Wedding favors and DIY invitations from the dollar store. I think they turned out great. And we probably saved at least $200.
The food was taken care of by my Baba and Uncle. Roast beef and Chicken in White sauce. Guest could have both if they wanted. And everyone seemed to enjoy the food!! This was their gift to me.
Booze and drinks were taken care of by my mother in-law and my mom.
Originally, I was going to make the wedding cake myself. Then I realized it has been years since I've made a cake. And to get it beautiful would be REALLY stressful for me. So, we bought these cakes at a local bakery. It was actually in the display window when I first went to the bakery to ask about wedding cakes. I saw it and made my decision right away. Two cakes for around $100. Vanilla with custard filling. Delish!!!
The photography was gifted to us by my Wonderful Aunt M and my hubby's Aunt S. I'm still waiting for the bulk of the photos to be edited. It's rumoured that each photographer took about 700 photos each. I might be waiting awhile - LOL.
Our Honeymoon was in Niagara Falls. Since my hubby and I usally don't work at the beginning of the week we booked a room starting on Sunday and we got a deal for booking it online.
I estimate that the whole wedding/reception and even including the honeymoon cost about $3000. Not bad at all considering I've heard of some taking out mortgages to pay for their &100000 weddings - Fools!! Or maybe I'm just lucky to have so many talented and generous people in my life.
Zip....
Time is flying as usual. The wedding went as planned in May. The weather even cooperated nicely. We've now been married 2 months (tomorrow, to be precise). Yipee for us! Hey and we still want to be married to each other - another bonus LOL.
Summer is zipping passed me again. We have gone to the Science Center a couple of weeks ago. I hadn't been there since I was little, on a field trip with my school. It was pretty interesting. I found out that my Hubby can tell when I lie. And that he is full of water (and I thought it was something else??!!!!).
The thing that troubled me at the Science Center were the kids. Don't get me wrong - Kids are normally great. However, a lot of these kids have no manners or respect for people around them. My Hubby and I would be checking out an exhibit and a kid would come flying over and push his way in, therefore pushing us out. If I had ever done anything like that when I was little my parents would have told me off (or worse - but parents don't spank anymore, do they?). Possibly even made me apologize to the people I had pushed (despite age). But these kids - I didn't even see their parents. I do know that their are good kids out there...I just wish there were more of them.
Anyway, I was driven into the rainforest.
Next planned destination : Huntsville for my brother's wedding, then The Royal Ontario Museum with mumsy and Hubby.
Summer is zipping passed me again. We have gone to the Science Center a couple of weeks ago. I hadn't been there since I was little, on a field trip with my school. It was pretty interesting. I found out that my Hubby can tell when I lie. And that he is full of water (and I thought it was something else??!!!!).
The thing that troubled me at the Science Center were the kids. Don't get me wrong - Kids are normally great. However, a lot of these kids have no manners or respect for people around them. My Hubby and I would be checking out an exhibit and a kid would come flying over and push his way in, therefore pushing us out. If I had ever done anything like that when I was little my parents would have told me off (or worse - but parents don't spank anymore, do they?). Possibly even made me apologize to the people I had pushed (despite age). But these kids - I didn't even see their parents. I do know that their are good kids out there...I just wish there were more of them.
Anyway, I was driven into the rainforest.
Next planned destination : Huntsville for my brother's wedding, then The Royal Ontario Museum with mumsy and Hubby.
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